Leaving March....

The month of March is a special month for me.

March has brought me the two beloved Man in my life, my Father and Gabriel.
Last year's March, I fulfilled my lifetime promises to these two Man of my Life.
This year's March, I witnessed my Father's death that made me blissfully amazed that death, indeed, can be so peaceful, beautiful, and compassionate.
And this year's March also brought me a little yet promising hope from the one I haven't heard for a while.

I hate to leave the month of March. But... Gabriel is right, it would be unfair for April. I know deep down inside my heart, April brings its own lights. The call of my Life is approaching.

Here is a beautiful song, which is the soundtrack of my Today.

The Call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

(by Regina Spektor, the original soundtrack of Narnia Prince of Caspian)